Sassy class is sassy

Self portfolio

Oh man, I simply don't know what to do or write. I tried creating a video one last night, but failed epicly. That didn't boost my tiny self confidence at all. Feels like I do nothing right.
Stratovarius package should be in Loue now, so should the EMP package too. Can't wait to get to listen Nemesis on an actual CD. Should have bought the digipak too, it'd have the bonus songs Fireborn and Hunter. They sound awesome. Maybe I should do Nemesis review. Yeah, that's what I'm gonna do.
Perhaps I should edit a bit that devArt account of mine. That is almost enough of a self portfolio. Maybe add a YouTube link to it. Let's see, I have until lunch and I'm stumped. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

VR...

Fucking fuck! I spent over 80€ in two webshops, but that was pretty fine. What bites my ass is Finnish Railways and their outrageous prices. They remodeled their pricing system and boom, student tickets are over 30€, when it used to be barely 25€. We students don't have much money and on top of all, we live in a free dorm, which disables are living support benefits. I'm pretty much ready to kill somebody.
I'm dreading to see how much the Tampere tickets are... I'm off to look...70€. By bus, 98€. Holy hell. And we got a number for a possible rental apartment, but we'd need jobs first. I'm ready to frickin' cry...

International Women's Day?

Eh... It's not a big deal for me.

Dizzy

That's pretty much it all. Slept late, then started reading two of my new books, then watched some Brosnan's 007, went downstairs to do some weaving related shit... Uploading more stuff to devArt... Dizzy...

Well that escalated quickly

This day started decent. Adding finishing touches to my Stratovarius shopping bag, tying the loom... And then. Teacher gave me good tips on how to do the Akatsuki robe. And in the end, she had no time to start it with me. There wasn't any available table space anyway. Then the both teachers left with most of the noisy second graders, no idea where and I was left there with my bag of fabrics, wondering what the hell should I do... Well, ironed the bag, tried to carve the stamps better until I grabbed my stuff and got out. As I asked the dorm supervisor to open the band room door for me sometime today, she asked if I remembered what day it was. Well, it's cleaning day, but we also have Valentine's Day rehearsals, I will be potraying my teacher (the previously mentioned one) and I need to dig both wigs, the blonde and the black Allegra from my closet. Sheesh. I really didn't need that one on today as well...

All that...

...I've been sick for over two weeks. These past two weeks have been theory lessons and I'm completely lost, I even screwed up the exam. It really hasn't gone that well here. Power blackouts, though they are less and less every day. It's just that... my fiancée isn't doing great either, not feeling at ease anywhere. Well, most of all at my class, but I have issues with my class seconds. They are dumb. Seriously. Some of them have small children...
I'm just so lost at the moment. Nothing goes like I plan them, or even how I try to. At the moment, I just feel like crying. No matter what I try or say, nothing changes. Well, not even Santa would listen to me, so... *sigh*
Birthday went, at least I had a cake, my fiancée and some presents. That saved a lot.

Sorry you guys

If there is somebody to read this. Damn, my computer was emptied and all programs rerun, now I'm in deep shit with this, when nothing works right. I was forced to use the school laptop during the Kissmyass and some of my passwords are only there, so now I'm HAVE to use it. Everything is falling apart. Everything.
Where to start? Today started pretty slow and shitty, I actually survived my last dentist visit with no numbing shot. Ow.
Another problem is the band. Christ it just isn't working. I'm several years older than them and they don't show up and it seems they are super busy (like being in the gym class from 6pm to 7pm while band practice is from 5pm to past 7pm) and most likely pissed off at me. I can't help it if my southern ostrobothnia attitude is too much for them. We are cruel people down there. Sheesh.
What else? People in the dorm slam their doors close so hard it's impossible to go and crash early.
My legs hurt. Seriously.

It's damn beautiful here. You don't believe how beautiful. Sure, there are wind mills nearby in the building process and I'm terrified of them. Just my luck.

When stress is blown

...I slept 15 hours on Friday. I wasn't have to go to school. Woah. Sure, I was worried when my darling hadn't returned by then, but went to the ceramics for some hours.

The build-up for the Christmas party was horrible. Seriously. People running around, shouting, ugly deco... The party itsef was irritating too. The choir was a disappointment. The sopranos didn't have any power at al, their voice was quieter and quieter and that 16-year-old bitch who thought she was so good told us to sing louder in the party. We with lower voices drowned them out completely. Basically, it should have been the other way round. Nope.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouT2QU_OSFM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0EAoIehD70

Our band is now named Phoenix Down and the guitarist and I performed there. Goddamnit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gFkGiUpuzI

Whoops

Augh, I have been hella busy. Teeth problems and school work and choir+band practice. We had a slight disagreeing with the songs for the choir, until we tried one newer song and everybody fell in love with it. Seriously. There was joy in people's eyes while singing.

Band practice is interesting. We first worked on composing -something- around my lyrics, until the drummer came up with few cover songs, I'll Make a Man Out of You and Once Upon a December. In Russian. Sure, no biggie. Few days ago I got a message on fb from her, saying that we are picking up Walking In the Air. Nightwish version. I'm screwed. I can't sing that high.

Anyways, we had an art class. That was torture. I hated it from the start. I've been developing rapidly lately, but the course has nothing to do with it. Twice we had so much to do we had to stay up all night. 30 A3 sketches to product design class and two A3 model drawings of myself for the art class, not to mention take 5 photographs for product photographing lesson. We were both soooo wiped and feels like that this weekend, I have finally managed to catch up all the missing sleep.

Oh crap, I gotta write a letter to a friend. Well, catch ya laters.