F*** me sideways

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Granny talks to her hallucinations once in an hour. How am I supposed to sleep there? I have difficulties falling asleep because of my brain, which is on constant overdrive. Most likely because I don't write my ideas down anymore. I really need to write more. Came back downstairs to load some power to my MP3 for the trip today, I know I'm gonna lose it if I can't listen to Timo or Tony...

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