Sunday, June 30, 2013

Bar hopping and Narutarding

That's pretty much all I've been doing recently. Reading and writing Naruto fics, watching some episodes and been in Karma two weekends in a row. Apparently my relative found Tiikeri a lot nicer place, it has unique side of it. They got milkshakes last night, now I want my own... I might, once gramps goes elsewhere, go and fetch that walnut ice cream.

Here's something I'm looking forward to:

Should work ^^

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

I'm so done with this shit...

Not sure how much more can I handle this. I still haven't told anything to my grandparents and their comments about me needing a guy and shit hurt like hell. I know I cannot tell and that tears me apart. We seriously need to try and get a job once we get back to Lapland to earn some extra money. My freelance artist work doesn't get me enough money. I'm so frustrated I could cry.

Yesterday was full of misunderstandings from so many parties I'm not bothering to correct them and simply just ignore the people I'm tired of. I can manage without them. One of them being my dad. I've had it of this shit. If I had The Sims 2 here, I'd play it and make my dream home there, play everyday... To distance myself from my grandparents... All the plates, glasses, utensils, mugs, even a teapot I found from our storage made me wanna scream and cry.

This twists the knife in my back... it's hella accurate.

Maybe we can get some sidejobs from Kemi and Keminmaa. And get an apartment for the summer.

Saturday, June 1, 2013

All the packing and unpacking and packing again

I should start soon, but obviously, not tonight. I slept almost 15 hours, which tells how tired I was. It took me a while to fall asleep, but I'm grateful that I could sleep a whole night. Dorm was peaceful, but also restless, which irked me. We got wonderful news right before we left. We got to B4, which is terraced house! We don't need to live in the Sunflower anymore with idiots and broken doors! Only the cleanest get to the terraced and with our after Christmas 7 roses row brought us the victory. Clear victory.
I think I'm gonna setup my printer to the laptop now and then start coloring the Hydra.

By the way, you are not gonna believe the sheer amount of mosquitoes. They usually do gather on me, but rarely bite. Last night, as soon as I was out of my car, I was covered in them. That was insane, but this hot HOT summer is perfect for them, so... Yikes.

Here is the video, go see or not

Back in personal hell, once again

Wasn't able to drive the whole trip, had to ask my fiancée to drive rest of the way. I passed out rather soon after I was sure she could handle the clutch so she wouldn't give me a rude awakening. Rather deserted road though.
Currently uploading me singing Hunting High and Low in our school spring party. I'll post it here as soon as I can. Some of my friends apparently won't be able to watch it, but I've heard that if you type ss infront of youtube in your url, it should work, you can download it.

Slice of Life: Whirlwind end of summer

I'm still rather windswept with everything that happened. Am now a moderator of a doll group, thanks to my ability to detach my emotions...