Monday, April 29, 2013

Well shit

The dorms hold a MayDay party tonight, actually, right now, but as you can judge fro mthe fact I'm writing shit, we don't give a damn. True. We've been sleeping more or less ever since we came back from class. Didn't sleep that long at night, so now we are paying the price. Karaoke would be nice, but somehow, I just don't feel up for it anymore. There ain't many people around and those who are, I want to shoot.

I used to like MayDay, but the older I've gotten I've realized it's just another reason for brainless people to get piss drunk...

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Mother of...

Somebody will die. That guy at the end of the hallway is driving most of us nuts here. It is his and our friend's cleaning duty. He doesn't even clean up after himself. Us two and at least two others are after his blood. He takes his clothes to dry in the wrong dryer room, in the changing room for animal caretakers. Apparently he is so afraid somebody will steal his clothes, he cannot leave them in the regular place... I don't give a shit where he leaves his clothes, but that was just awkward as hell, he must love the scent of cow shit, which is perfume compared to human shit.

Currently I'm working on art commission, I got a shit ton of drawings to do. Still trying to decide, how much do I ask for these. We are currently living on borrowed money and food donations from a friend and her family. This sucks.

Tired. So, damn, tired. And I have pretty much nothing to do in class.

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Night trains...

Not that much fun with these fuckers on board. Literally. We have been hella late, now only 8-9 minutes late one stop before our stop.

Only 10 minutes late anymore. The train was supposed to be in Kemi 19:43, it arrived 20:21... You can guess the rest.

One drunk can't shut the fuck up and I just wanna strangle him. You can almost see that killing intent in my face.
This is driving me nuts. Honestly. Oh well, First and Last time for everything. You can probs see from my hoodie where we are going.

Monday, April 15, 2013

Just turn his head when the kid is still and has a weak neck.

One of these worse days. I feel like crying, breaking things, crying some more, screaming...

I think I might be stressed out. I don't have much money, I need to find a job, but from where... My grandparents are driving me crazy and dad and stepmom ain't being all that nice recently. One of these days when I don't know why I bother keeping in touch with all those people...

Friday, April 12, 2013

Hypocrites. Hypocrites everywhere.

This school's scores are plummeting in my eyes.

So, a guy here complained to the teacher that my fiancée fakes all her "pain/sickness" because he saw her going to the store in the middle of the week when she was absent. She barely managed to get to the bathroom the whole week and when we finally dared to venture outside together, it was weekend.
He doesn't know anything about her, the portfolio course barely scratched the surface. She fricking passed out from the pain that week. He might be just jealous because he can't lazy around here. He makes a huge mess in the kitchen, actually kicked my fiancée's shoes away to get his to that same spot. I was have to kick his shoes aside one day, because he left in the middle of the doorway. I would have been have to go around them and potentially get the girls' bathroom door to my face, or move them aside.

For the record, it was me who went to the store in the middle of the week back then.

And he dares to wonder why he was bullied in earlier schools. And he's doing what exactly? He seemed like a nice guy, but no.

Slice of Life: Whirlwind end of summer

I'm still rather windswept with everything that happened. Am now a moderator of a doll group, thanks to my ability to detach my emotions...