Dizzy

That's pretty much it all. Slept late, then started reading two of my new books, then watched some Brosnan's 007, went downstairs to do some weaving related shit... Uploading more stuff to devArt... Dizzy...

Well that escalated quickly

This day started decent. Adding finishing touches to my Stratovarius shopping bag, tying the loom... And then. Teacher gave me good tips on how to do the Akatsuki robe. And in the end, she had no time to start it with me. There wasn't any available table space anyway. Then the both teachers left with most of the noisy second graders, no idea where and I was left there with my bag of fabrics, wondering what the hell should I do... Well, ironed the bag, tried to carve the stamps better until I grabbed my stuff and got out. As I asked the dorm supervisor to open the band room door for me sometime today, she asked if I remembered what day it was. Well, it's cleaning day, but we also have Valentine's Day rehearsals, I will be potraying my teacher (the previously mentioned one) and I need to dig both wigs, the blonde and the black Allegra from my closet. Sheesh. I really didn't need that one on today as well...

All that...

...I've been sick for over two weeks. These past two weeks have been theory lessons and I'm completely lost, I even screwed up the exam. It really hasn't gone that well here. Power blackouts, though they are less and less every day. It's just that... my fiancée isn't doing great either, not feeling at ease anywhere. Well, most of all at my class, but I have issues with my class seconds. They are dumb. Seriously. Some of them have small children...
I'm just so lost at the moment. Nothing goes like I plan them, or even how I try to. At the moment, I just feel like crying. No matter what I try or say, nothing changes. Well, not even Santa would listen to me, so... *sigh*
Birthday went, at least I had a cake, my fiancée and some presents. That saved a lot.