All that...

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...I've been sick for over two weeks. These past two weeks have been theory lessons and I'm completely lost, I even screwed up the exam. It really hasn't gone that well here. Power blackouts, though they are less and less every day. It's just that... my fiancée isn't doing great either, not feeling at ease anywhere. Well, most of all at my class, but I have issues with my class seconds. They are dumb. Seriously. Some of them have small children...
I'm just so lost at the moment. Nothing goes like I plan them, or even how I try to. At the moment, I just feel like crying. No matter what I try or say, nothing changes. Well, not even Santa would listen to me, so... *sigh*
Birthday went, at least I had a cake, my fiancée and some presents. That saved a lot.

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