Autumn leave

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We got a permission to stay in the dorm, which probably is rare. We don't care to go home and I don't wanna drive in the rain, I can't see a thing, but whacha can do, we need to take extra stuff back and I need to bring stuff here, including new movies, maybe some books and my cosplay gear. The cold I finaly got rid of is also trying to come back,which bugs me to the core.

My artblog is also updated, finally. Took me long enough. Now I just hope people would actually go there and comment...

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